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[Aug. 3rd, 2005|12:55 am] |
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SO it looks like I'll either be getting a Kia Rio or an eclipse either way i'll be happy i like them both, i'll be kinda screwed when it comes to moving if i have an eclipse but i'm pretty sure i'm willing to figure a way out to get all my stuff to pcola in that tiny car. but it's exciting because my dad is actually letting me pick, so thats cool. lets see today got kinda a lot of things done, stopped by work, i'm working a promo on saturday so yay lot's of money!!! umm what else went to borders TWICE walgreens got my nails done and went to the place with my car there and cleared it out. OH and i got a rental car. it's a good car it's a rio thats what made me decide i wanted one because it is a cute car and fun to drive. hmmm what else i did awsome not snacking today GO ME!
hopefully knowing that i have to be in a bikini on saturday in front of people will keep motivating me to not be a fat ass and to drag myself to the tanning bed which i again skipped, man i use to be religous about getting to the tanning bed now i'm like eh i can be a ghost |
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| It's Almost the End and Then I Will Pick Up where i left off |
[Aug. 2nd, 2005|01:16 am] |
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So it's almost the end of summer, about 10 days till i go home to tampa then i'll stay until it's time to go back to pcola
I promise i won't slack on this thing anymore
Ok so today was prob about the climax of the summer not so much in the since of an orgasim where it's the best part, but in the literary sense where it is the turning point of the story where everything is clear and the ending is apperent and everything is about to be resolved. well here is how the second to last chapter in the summer goes
I wake up this morning like all the past mornings i have where the night before was full of yelling and anger but yet still spent the same way asleep together, so i woke up peaceful but groggy still not wanting to get up, but i go and i go to class, i come bacj and nap as i always do, then i go and try to get rid of some clothes that i don't want any more, it was storming i shouldve seen the oh so clear for shadowing, so then i go back home get a bit to eat and start off to get my nails done, it all came to a crashing hault. literly. and my car was totaled i've never been in such a bad accident. thank god it was not my fault.
the rest of this day is spent taking care of the necessary things getting it towed spending 6 hours in the er just to find out that nothing is wrong. but then it happens again the normal evening spat between he and i. but this one is different, this one has been leading up. and it was quick and quiet and it ended it for real.
i could be very philisophical when i say that when i was carrying up the stairs that huge heavy tv that it was symbolic for me carrying the weight that this summer has put on my shoulders. but lol why would i want to sound so corny i already have enough of that as it is.
so now as the night ends it will be the first in the summer i sleep alone. thats what this town reminds me of being alone, i hate it.
but in 15 days i will be back in pcola with my friends
oh crap that means i only have like 20 days to get my ass back into shape for cheerleading. ECK not good lol they won't wanna lift my fat ass when they see how many trips to cc's pizza i've taken this summer. oh well i can do it i always have
hmmmm so i get a new car, thanks to my old on being totaled i guess it was about as good of time as ever
i mean i had a cracked windshield and a busted back light that my parents didn't know about.
i wonder what kinda car i will get i know it won't be great but comeon it can only get better from what i had (not that i didn't love you mr. clunker RIP we did have some good times)
hmmmm what else i'm so bored now
i'm very sad i only have 640 in my checking and savings, i need to work, in fact i was suppose to tonight but i couldn't because duh my car was crashed. stupid brandon was playing 20 questions on the phone while i was still all upset
now i'm bored i might be back to write more but it's time for family guy and i have to wake up early to get the rental car. UGH i forgot what a headache this is gonna be blehhh |
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[Jun. 30th, 2005|01:26 am] |
SO i've decided to start writtin in this thing again seein that i have a bunch of free time now. WELL i have a new obsession. . .SOUTH BEACH DIET!!!
it's time to get slim for when fall comes around. so tomorow i will be goin to the grocery store and stockin up on chicken and all the stuff on my list, i'll be in phase one for two weeks which means no beer and no sugar and absolutly NO CARBS!!!! so juliana was on this diet when she lost all her weight so i figure i will give it a shot after all i like chicken and eggs and that pretty much what i get to each from now on.
tomorrow will be my power packed day
class
gym
groceries
then an early movie!! oh man just realised no popcorn how sad better eat before i go!!!
oh i gotta go to the bank some where in there! |
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[Mar. 29th, 2005|11:19 am] |
i love this comic strip to death it's the BEST!! and i'm obsessed it's Mows.com!
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[Mar. 27th, 2005|11:17 pm] |
so spring break as now come to an end and i think it was a pretty OK one, not too exciting but still non the less it was ok.
it started with a trip to the beach and baseball game with sabrina then to tally for my bday celebration where i got myself drunk and matt saw the abilities of a small girl that opens a tab with the entent to get drunk off her ass. and thats what i did.
the sunday i drove home to tampa. where i spent up till friday at it was ok just chillin at home and goin to the macdill gym and havin lunch with my parents and gettin my pic taken in my uniform.
then friday i left for orlando!!!
met up with karen went to the tri delt house for dinner
then over to her bf's frat house to meet some peoples
then went to her place and watched a movie
then went to her bf place to get drunk
which we did
then i woke up we went to her place and i was suppose to run a marathon but i couldnt i was too hung over so i went to sleep
then she came back and she had to leave for plant city and i still couldn't drive sooooo
i made a call it went like this
"brian what are you doing"
"sleeping"
"can i join you?"
"umm ok"
then i went to gar and bri's apt and slept
it was a three way cuddle session best nap of my life
~*thanks boys*~
then we went over to billys
then went to outback
then went their show!!
they were playin at adobe gilas in orland duh. . .but it was fun met a lot of cool people
money matt. . .you are an ash-hole
billy you owe me a song about melted kisses
so that night was awesome
then this morning (sunday easter)
garrett and i went to church
we were a little married couple (so it felt like) because we went to church together then we went and bought milk
then i left for home at 1230
i got home at 930
it sucked
i went the wrong way for about 15 mintues
then had to turn around
figures
JT is going to buy me a map
now i'm home (my dorm in pcola) and i have class tomorow
i think i will have to hit up the tanning bed again this month because the rain followed me everywhere i went this spring break and i am still pale (minus the tiny sun i got from last friday) |
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| A CRAZY DAY!!!! |
[Mar. 24th, 2005|02:15 am] |
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so i had a long ass day and it was a slow start because i was up just as late last night as i am tonight.
so i woke up got ready went to the gym on base then saw my dad then ran home got my cheerleading gear then headed to get my pics taken then met up with my mom then went to dinner with erika
ok now for details
so i love the gym on base and i would just like to say that people who live near or work near it have NO excuse to be fat because it is super nice and i'm looking forward to going back tomorow. plus the view ain't that bad of all the military men workin out (except the old ones lol)
then met up with my dad but he didn't have much time so we just got a candy bar healthy eatin!!
then ran home to shave my legs and get my uniform and poms and all that ish
then went to get my pics taken you know your parents but think you are something decent looking when they buy 480 dollars worth of pictures of you just in a cheerleading uniform, however they did get one with me in jeans and a tank top. but still i was like oh wow
then went to steak and shake and met up with erika for the first time in likea year and half actually i don't know how long it's been but anyways. it was weird at first and i really hated when it got silent so i would try to find something to talk about and soon enough it was just like old times. it's hard to think that we could've been friends all this time if both of us weren't so darn stuborn but thats all water under the brigde now and i couldn't be happier.
um then i came home and started watching bits of the incredibles so that was fun then retired to my room because i planned to go to sleep early but obviously that just isn't going to happen. seeing that is 330 actually this thing says it's only 215 but that because my computer is on pensacola time and it is 15 minutes behind.
oh so in recent news, i just stumbled apon caca head jasons myspace and how pathetic is this in his ABOUT ME section he insults me and uses my full name, he does it like 3 times he's like "i'm forgiving (unlike Christine salathe) i won't use you (unlike Christine salathe)" like how GAY is that i was mad i messaged him saying he was very immature and needed to take my name off his page and i think he has a naked pic of himself on his page which is very icky bleh
so that was crazy
OH also super cool is trace adkins will be at best buy tomorow signing cds!! this will be my first cd i've bought in like years but only because the chance to meet someone famous anyone else would've fallen pry to internet piratecy by illegal downloading. see if every singer did this i would buy mre cds. however trace adkins will be the one to get my money. i wish erika could go with me i plan on trying to get a picture because i'm lame like that and hope he will fall in love with me at first sight and take me away to be his country star wife and buy me a big house with a nice gym :) and yes ju i know he's super old lol
ok gonna try to hit the hay now because if i plan on making it to my spinning class i need some energy!! |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2005|01:35 am] |
heres part of my home sweet home dorm room!!!
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[Mar. 23rd, 2005|12:51 am] |
poor live journal ive been neglecting you so much and not because i've been busy because i definitly haven't been
today i slept till 3 in the afternoon woke up waited till my sis had left then went and got a piece of bday cake, and right as i was done gettin it she came home so i went back in my room to finish reading my book
then she left again and i got up and did some dishes that i noticed have been in the sink for a while (obviously not on anyones priority list) then right when i finished that she came back home so i went to my room then my mom came home then when my dad came home i left my room and we ate dinner then i watched tv then some more tv then i watched the notebook
and now here i am
bored
off my ass
wow so just made dinner plans with erika
tmorow i am wakin up and goin to the gym at macdill then havin lunch with the pops then goin to get a trim and then gettin my picture taken in my uniform
blehhh so bored debating weither or not to go get some cake and ice cream. . .hmmm think i will |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2005|02:21 am] |
so an apology for neglecting live journal lately, i've been obsessed with myspace. (hey i finially get something fun since facebook doesn't have my school on it!) so yeah i've been having fun with that i started a group for gcc peoples so go me! what else oh so i've been home and it's been miserable
only because my sister is here, if she weren't here things would be great, she's even causing my parents to argue with each other and that hurts me alot because they never fight. well anyways so toay my mom took me shopping it was fun until we went and picked up my sister then of course she was a bitch but oh well don't really wanna talk about that
so we finially did the bday cake thing only about 3 days late or so. oh well it was really good it was carrot cake one of my all time favorites so i was happy. i'm also happy because my mom told me that she would take me to sams club because they became members while i was away at school, and i gotta tell yall i'm all about the buying stuff in bulk. i really want the largest thing of peanut butter i can find because i go through that alot at school. . .mmm i'm excited lol i'm a nerd i know
what else i'm trying avoid topics that will annoy me or upset me seeing to it that i have a head ache and have already spent the majority of the night crying.
hmm it's three thirty here but i'm still on pensacola time so to me it is like 2 30 which isn't so bad. but i am going to work with my mom tomorow so i will have to wake up early, i don't want to go but its the only solution my parents could come up with to keep my sister and i apart, seeing to it that she has the excuse that she has to stay in bed ALLLL day because of morning sickness. i hate her bleh bee-otch!!!
yeah so i think i don't feel good and am going to hit the hay now |
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[Mar. 21st, 2005|10:15 pm] |
WOW!!! LOOK I PUT A PIC!!!!
yay i love sabrina for telling me how to do it!!! |
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| Birthdays suck |
[Mar. 21st, 2005|01:34 am] |
so i've decided that i don't like bdays very much, it's true the older you get the less you like them, i just didn't think that would happen until i was turning thirty.
ok i'm exatrating but i'll tell how it all went anyways
so i woke up around 9 when sabrina called me and was telling me all about her date with ian i tried not falling asleep while she was talking it wasa hard i was very tired. but yeah then i got up and she came and picked me up at and then we headed to the beach. this time minues the beers lol. it was beautiful!! it was a good day and we met up with some of the marines and they were all super nice no prospects tho just nice guys. AHHHH this one guy (actually it was ian) but yeah he decided he was going to dig a hole on the beach. and that exactly what he did. and this kid is like over 6 foot tall and he was like completely buried in this thing all you see is sand flying out od this hole. even a bum asked to take his piciture in it!!!
umm so then we left the beach and went to the baseball game that was fun we sat out in left field eating cookies and pretzels! then ian showed up and so it got weird because i felt like those two were on a date and i was just sitting there
oh well we didn't stay long. we left the game around 4 then i went straight to my dorm and then drove to tally
the traffic was horrible going over the brigde but when i got past that it was a good drive i went about 95 the whole time so i made good timing.
went to james
ok i just decided that i want to watch a movie so i'll finish this later |
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| A Year in Review |
[Mar. 19th, 2005|12:50 am] |
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i jsut did a very long entry and then deleted it so i'm kinda sad and i'll try to redo it lol
today is my birthday and now i am 19 years old so much has changed in one year
SOOO. . .One year ago
~one year ago i was living at home happy with my parents
~one year ago i was with a guy who worshiped the ground i walked on and bought me jewelry from Tiffanys for my birthday
~one year ago i was in high school
~one year ago i had few friends in school and relied on friends from camp
~one year ago i had a job and money to waste on shopping
~one year ago i was horribly out of shape from lack of activity
~one year ago took medicine that made me crazy
~one year ago i stayed home every night unless i was going out with my then bf
~one year ago i had really dark hair and no straightener
~one year ago i was celebrating my birthday by going to school then work then dinner with ju karen julienne my parents and caca head jason
SOOO. . . One year from then
~one year from then i am living 8 hours away from home and miss my parents
~one year from then i am single and scared for life from past relationships leaving me with the knowlegde that all guys are assholes and can't be trusted for anything but buying you drinks
~one year from then i am in college and have no clue where to go from here
~one year from then i don't talk to anyone from high school except matt and still love my friends from camp but am branching out on my own
~one year from then i have no job and rely on my bi monthly bank deposits from my dad to survive and haven't been able to just shop with out being a cheap ass
~one year from then i am still horribly out of shape but at least now i go to the gym everyday and hopefully next year will be better
~one year from then i take medicine to keep me from being crazy
~one year from then i get depressed when i stay in and try to go out as much as possible with who ever
~one year from then i will be celebrating my birthday by going to the beach, then the baseball game, then driving to tally, and having dinner with people only one of which actually cares, then going to aj's and hopefully getting nice and drunk without peter around
i feel like i've lived three lives in one year, first i was almost married, then i was in a new better relationship that i thought was the best, now i am single and get drunk as often as i can. hmmm
funny how i my life doesn't like to jsut be simple. maybe someday.
well today was fun i went to the beach with sabrina and we met up with a bunch of baseball players, it's just easier to say that then try to name them all, it was fun we sat out eating subway and drinkin miller lightonly bad thing is i think i sat in the same position for a bit too long because half of me is kinda red oh well i'll let it fade then when i come back after spring break i'll start up with the tanning bed again, this time i won't let myself get so dark that tristen has to ask if i've changed races.
my faith in guys has been completely shattered, i thought i had found an awesome guy to restore that faith i have recently lost but it turns out he just confirmed the fact that all guys are scum and are only lookin for ass even if they have to lie about it or chase whores. i sound aweful bitter.
on the plus side that cold i thought i was going to have went away so yay.
my head hurts i wasn't planning on getting drunk today it just happened that after sabrina and i both had 6 beers we needed more and raided Cody's cooler but their natti sucked nasty. oh well.
i missed my counseling session today i called ahead and said that i couldn't make it because i had to head home early the receptionist made me talk to her anyways and doc olsen just said she makes she talks to everyone who cancells to make sure everything is fine, i told her i had had a pretty ok week aside from some weird dreams but that i would see her in two weeks, i like my doctor even if she makes me talk about my family far more than i wish.
hmm what else it's about 3 oclock now and my ass is bored i took a three hour nap after the beach (i love naps when you are nice and drunk and you fall asleep so easy and you don't have any dreams) however i did have a bad head ache that still remains. bleh yeah my head hurts like hell and i still have to take my med. which will only make it worse.
so i just created a myspace well thats a lie had made it ages ago i just finially did shit to it.
ok i think i need to go to bed i really am startin to feel worse and worse |
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[Mar. 18th, 2005|10:29 pm] |
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if anyone can explain how to add pics to this thing let me know because i'm lost and i just downloaded something that i thought did it but it doesn't? |
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[Mar. 18th, 2005|03:56 am] |
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i'd just like to say that it is 3 56 AM and i am still NOT tired.
but i'm going to try laying down hopefully that will help |
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[Mar. 18th, 2005|03:12 am] |
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see my pics!! go to dotphoto.com username pisceschic319 and password: salathe
so it's 3 in the morning and i'm not asleep. . suprise suprise, i'm not even kinda tired. in fact if the gym were open right now i could go for a work out. i think it's the kool-aide i drank around 230 but hey i was thursty after the burrito i had at 2 and i hadn't put any more dasani's in the frig. and i wasn't about to drink coke. so blue sugary kool aide boooo. good thing class is optional tomorow yay not that i would've gone anyways it's just comp2 and we are watching a movie and its my joke class. so i don't actually mind, now last night around this time iwas stressnig because i had 8 oclock chem this morning which sucks ass. by the way i failed to mention earlier that i found out around 12 last night that i would be having a chem test this morning. i had no clue what on, i missed thursdays class due to intoxication, and i missed tuesdays class because of UWF Day, so i missed a whole chapter and the announcing of a test, boo, it sucked, but last night i skimmed through the chapter (luckly it was a super easy chapter) and so i was able to (i think) successfully do the in class portion, and i have two weeks to do the take home part. so i'm ok.
so it's like 40 degrees outside right now according to weather.com and the high tomorow is going to be 60, now i don't really know how to gauge that in terms of bathing suit conditions, but i think i can make a fairly educated quess that IF we still go to beach i will be freezing my ass off. not fun. unless i have a hottie to warm me up!
so i'm subleasing from ju this summer, and i will have to use her name if i want to use the tanning bed or the gym or pool, now i don't know how stupid the people at boardwalk are. . .BUT i don't think i look like a juliana Carreira. mostly because i'm white and prob the furthest looking thing to a brazilian other than a red head. so hopefully they just won't ask.
it's a damn good thing i don't have a roomate. or else i might piss them off, because the room is a disaster, and i'm up at three in the morning. and plus i like getting ready for my 8 oclock class with my country music blarring and all the lights on. plus i don't like wearing clothes. i think i might know why it was so easy to get rid of heather.
i think i'm gonna work on dotphoto now. |
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